Do i Change?

Do i Change?
why many of my teachers say that:
" Hey, pei yan, U have change a lot in form 4, u know?"
" U r more positive thinking in form 3! "
" What happened to you? "
" Get back to your true self! "
" Forget the Past "
What ?
Why?
Do i change?
Become negative thinking?
really?
I don't think so..
But i do feel, the heart breaking is my form 3 result.
But,
does i really change.
I don't feel it.
After listen and listen and listen to my God teacher.
i think this many times.
ya.
i think i had changed.
become negative thinking.
become lack of confident.
I MUST CHANGE BACK!
to original me,
crazy but positive thinking and confident girl!
But, please give me some times.
i need times!
err, but really,
thanks my teachers to wake me up.
Lol.
Can u all give me comment?
towards my 2009 attitude compared to 2008?

introspection-ing~